The aftereffects continued.

Just a touch of yours and I made you mine.

You made me laugh and I made you cry.

I did love you, wasn’t faking at all

Go ask my heart!

Still, no trust after all.

I don’t blame you,

But I can’t keep crying.

There’s a life I left for you,

But it’s no point trying.

So now there’s a new me,

For everything that is in tune with me.

I feel strange vibes,

And I see a new me.

I feel something creeping,

Taking over my soul and mind.

Detaching, ignoring, avoiding and running,

Is everything that I’ve tried.

Nether I feel the pain,

Nor a drop of tear,

I’ve lost some aspects of life,

Now losing me is what I fear.

I’m all evil, mean and wrong.

Still intact with some right things there.

But with time they’ll move on,

And someday be lost somewhere.

I feel of a stone.

Heartless, painless in fact nothing.

I need to gain love,

 Need to feel some things.