The other day I realized how crazy busy life was pre- on-
post my ‘happy little vacation’, that I couldn’t even do things that I wanted
to. Writing for one.
Now after being back, and being loaded with shit amount of
work from left and right, and getting a tight slap from mom (just
metaphorically!); I’ve decided to take that leap of faith I always wished to.
You know how crazily you want to do something in life but
you just can’t, because you’re scared of how unpredictable life might get, if you
do that! The reason is not the fear of failure, but just that you don’t really want
to leave the sleazy couch you’re stuck in. Cause for one, it makes you live in
a bubble which is secure.
THAT phase :|
But then happiness is something I can’t do without! I’m not
bothered about it being a debacle, because even if I fall- I know I can kick
back pretty awesomely! But the valor to take this jump is making me hesitant.
I think all I need right now is courage, little support and
faith from people around me. In fact a lot of it - to be precise; just to stop
running from myself and face what I need to deal with.
It’s the eighth month of the year, ninth in my job, sixth
since I started cribbing, and third since I started my new dream planning. Another
10 days minus the laziness, and I’ll do this.
I think I’m ready to take his leap of faith now.
Aah! Mr.G, just stay around. Please.
Aah! Mr.G, just stay around. Please.
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